Of Rants and Reeds

On the same things…

December 30, 2006

I have read that. I always look for updates and now I'm kinda struck of what she got there. So struck that I want to know how that feels…I cant' seem to know…not now, i think never, not even the time it was her.

Okay, I admit. I was only pretending at the time, or I'm now only pretending I pretended, but somehow, I was shocked that I was affected by her words for me to get what I have now…A life. I think those words did not hurt my heart but it did squash my ego. But who cares about his ego? Well, everyone, but I always disregard the fact that I had one. 

 I want to play Destiny this time. I want to just walk on by and see everyone get back together again. I just hope old friends come back together again, even the once that don't think they're friends anymore. I just hope they realize that they are really all they've got.

Even if they wont include me anymore…

How do I know when that happens? When I don't want to let a day pass without seeing THEM. Yes, THEM! I always look forward for the time I can spend with all of them…

But as for that special one…I really don't know. I've got to accept who I am first.

Thanks, len. I just hope you guys get back to what you were before. I'll take care of the life you said I should get.

^_~  (<—gaya gaya…mwahahahah)

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