Damn.

My fo’king throat is now killing me.

I can’t say a word without it giving a striking pain at the end of each sentence. Well, this sucks.

Then add it to the mucusy feeling everytime I wake up in the morning, or afternoon, whatever time it is. Then the uncomfortable position that me head should be in everytime I need to swallow food. It is Epic. EPIC PAIN!

What’s worse? It started Nov. 30, and as we all know, the next 3 days are holidays. I cannot find a specialist that can check this out. EENT NEEDED! ASAP!

I tell you, this Socks… it fo’kin’ socks.

On an other note: 

Listen close to everybody’s hearts,

Hear that breaking sound.

Hopes and dreams are shattering apart,

And crashing to the ground.

 

I cannot believe my eyes

Is the world filled with filth and lies?

But it’s plain to see evil inside of me…

Is on the rise. 

~ Dr. Horrible’s Sing Along Blog  [Joss Whedon]

Hahahaha… LSS mode.  

Now it is official

A year of beauty. A year of plenty. A year of planting. A year of harvest. A year of forests. A year of healing.A year of vision. A year of passion.
A year of rebirth.

This year may we renew the earth.
This year may we renew the earth.

Let it begin with each step we take.
And let it begin with each change we make.
And let it begin with each chain we break.
And let it begin every time we awake.

–Chant from the
Reclaiming Samhain Celebration 

Now, I think I’ve made it official. I am now a witch - ohhh…. scratch that… Is there any form of “male” witch? A Warlock? A wiccan dude?

Ohh never-the-mind! Witch will fit anyway…

Yesterday, Oct. 29, was a new moon. My ideal day for my “Blessing of implements”. I blessed my tools for my altar, and my candles and my stones. Yes, I was actually able to find those things, and I am now able to setup my own altar. It’s just that I don’t have the space since our house is the new “inuman” county of all the tambays in my vacinity, thanks to my brothers.

I don’t know what happened to my so-called house, but that’s a different story.

Anyway, I think I have everything I need, except for the God and Godess statues. Colored candles, the four tools: wand, Athame, cup, a ring (my sub for the pentacles), a boline, some oils, inscence (Thankies MIAO) and even a book of shadows.

But for the mean time, I’ve got to keep it from my immediate family. I don’t want to shock them, but I know it will be ok. I’m already the established “wierdo” of the family anyway.

On to another story: 

But I was shocked earlier. I was buying food at Jolibee earlier, and I have an old lady in front of me with her husband. I looked on her graying hair which is somehow colored with a golden tinge, then a picture popped into my mind. I literally saw it flash in front of me. I saw her face as if she were dead. Pale, White and all. 

I tried to wipe it off my mind, but it stuck there for a couple of seconds. Then she was off, with her husband.

I was a bit scared of what I saw, because I believe in omens, but I don’t want to give any one “definite hints” of things to come since it is like controlling their free wills.

Anyway, I just thought  of writing this down. So that I wont forgetwho and what I am now.

Indeed, Samhain is a new beginning. 

Update! Update…

Damn, sorry If I lack certain updates. In fact, I would like to update and tell people a lot of stories but I can’t for a couple of reasons.

1. Work
2. Schedule
3. Preparations for Samhain
4. Preparing for my “Blessing of implements”
5. Schedule
6. My fanfic
7. Decoding “Faith” of one of my fellow writers in the boards
8. House work
9. Looking for a place to live in
10. ohhh… did I mention Schedule

Anyway, I’ll update when have the time, and this weekend is a good time off from work.

Until I find the time,

~VIC 

A nice laugh…

What was I thinking accepting that role?  
 
Well, that’s the only way out of the situation, I guess. I did not want to be in that *humiliatin* position but I had no choice. I’m the VICTIM here… 

 TL Lou:

 TL Lou: ”

  

Decisions and addictions

Routine. Sometimes, it is somehow tiring to do the same old thing that you do everyday of your life. Actually, I plan on changing my daily scene sometime this November / December. A hard earned vacation to somewhere solemn with friends or relatives maybe. I plan to go to a beach like Subic (I wish) or to baguio or somewhere else away from the City. I need to unwind and end this year fine.

This has not been my year. But I already passed one of the hardest parts of my life, and I think I can carry on.

Change and the decisions i’ve got to make dawn my next year. HA! it is kind of wierd for me to plan this long ahead of time. I’ve never done it before - or rather tried to do it to no avail - and I plan to make this first one memorable.

Enough senti for now. Speaking of Senti… 

Meet The DotA allstars new Hero additions 

Alleria, Windrunner and Capt. Obvious, Admiral Proudmoore

 I don’t know why but Alleria is appealing to me, and she is fun to use. Whilst Admiral Proudmoore is… er…. havent tried him yet.

  Yeah! I pawn!